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Dear God, this is about a week late, but i just wanna say...
- Thank You for the opportunity to study the course of my choice.
- Thank You for giving me motivation to study
- Thank You for giving me a rightly functioning body. (my back ached because i sat in the same position staring at my books & laptop the whole day, urging me to take a break yet i ignored it, which later caused me a very painful backache all the way up the left of my back & neck, extending to my temples with a throbbing headache! i also ignored the warning signs of headache & continued reading when the room lights were off, with concentrated light from only the table lamp, & continued staring at the laptop - although i knew they aggravate my headache!!)
- Thank You for being with me throughout the 5 hours i tossed & turned in anguish, trying to get some sleep, yet being disturbed by racing thoughts.
- Thank You for hearing my prayers asking You to make me well again. - Thank You for giving my that hunch about vomiting, thus i was able to reach the toilet in time. (i didn't realize my stomachache was due to my dinner - fries, Coke, & choc cheese cake - not a good combination!)
- Thank You for a rather painless & easy vomiting process. (gross unnecessary details, but i really mean it - Thank You)
- Thank You for John who was still wide awake at 5am (who else could i call for help at such an hour?!). - Thank You for his caring heart & patience to try to hear my weak barely-a-whisper voice, his understanding longlong prayer, just like my Mum's. - Thank You for answering. - Thank You that he suggested propping my pillow higher to relieve the headache. - Thank You for showing me that my bolster could be used as a pillow, and to push the other pillow under my back for more support.
- Thank You for removing those useless nonsense worries about the exam, and for helping me fall into a deep sleep.
- Thank You that i woke up just 4 hours later feeling so refreshed, as though i'd slept for 8-10 hours! - Thank You that my headache & backache was completely gone! it's so amazing coz they'd been there for days, maybe weeks (though mild).
- Thank You for caring about these petty things. which other god does that?
THANK YOU!! =) |
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